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stressed

Wed, 25 Nov 2009 07:53:09 GMT

NoNo....It's not about my studies, definitely not! I'm loving every moment of it now, if not for the rest of the duration of the course and or journey down the road! =)

Her status read "please release me, let me go" today..... it shocked me, definitely shocked me. But I definitely knows how she feels and i'm glad she's going to fly out from the cage soon, very soon! I AM DEFINITELY HAPPY FOR HER.

I'm not transformers (although sometimes i wish i am), i was telling HER the other day on the phone....

JUST WAIT AND SEE, i feel like i'm an atomic bomb, (minus the warning)...... exploding anytime.......

sigh......... when will i be release too?

dream

Sat, 31 Oct 2009 06:35:24 GMT

I dreamt that ..............

..::I will cry during my sister's wedding coming end of the year....

..::Same thing applies, as my best friend told me she would possibly and will be getting married somewhere next year

...::And i will be receiving my first ever red bomb somewhere next year. My alpha ( foundation year) classmate is getting married!

I wonder why everytime i received compliments from friends/relatives about my w-h-a-t-e-v-e-r, i will just give them a wry smile and just simply thank them for i know what that could possibly means. I mean, you know? I don't know!

CRAP. Hahaha.

If there is one thing in life NOW which made me proud and never regret of doing, i would and will answer you loud and proud - that is;- I never regret leaving what i ought and thought to be doing previously and that is, the greatest thing ever.

Joining HOGA is much more than what i've expected. Am looking forward to much more exciting experience/stories happening there.

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I've always wondered.....

is that gonna happen one day? what JC told me, is that true? I doubt, i really doubt, honestly speaking. At times, i looked at the palms of mine, and i just smile.... because i wouldn't know what will happened....

teacher Gan once said in class, people always say "船到桥头自然直", he defended that statement by saying "船到桥头版头是不可能会直的", 你要自己把它驾直..... 至于不能控制的, 就让它自然直,那个才是对的.....

agree? I do.

Listening to teacher gan's lecture always made me think -other than of the stuff in books/notes or the upcoming practical lessons.

I need to talk, but i dont know the correct way to communicate. Can YOU enlighten me?

of time, faith and fate =)

Thu, 22 Oct 2009 08:34:37 GMT

I have one free ticket access to a famous local amusement cum water park on hand, yet after a few attempts inviting my pals to go along, the ticket shall now and will be put into a waste. I couldn't afford to ask more than one because i have only ONE extra.
The singles or the ones i thought available all rejected my offer. Too bad la hor?

Life......

When it is meant to be yours, it will be. Perhaps and as a matter of fact, it is just the matter of time and faith/fate.

Congratulations!! For i know the outcome will be just like what i've expected and predicted =) *especially after that overseas trip hehe* Finally after so much hassle/time/effort/tears/quarrels what ever you name it... and after one huge BIG round, everything starts all over again, right from zero.

I am happy for you girl =) and you know who you are. Congrats! ;-)

**** I wonder when will that be? Of time, faith and fate......

Did those songs reminds you of something?

Wed, 14 Oct 2009 10:24:52 GMT

I've always like tanya chai, eversince i know her existence in the music industry. From 无底洞 to 思念是一种病 (starring guest vocal) to 空白格, 当你离开的时候 and now 若你碰到他....

It seems like her songs are part of her life, her story.... It actually made you reminisce yours as well, no?

Cheers to her good song. May she won more awards on this new album of hers again. =)

" target="_self">若你碰到他

Yesterday is history, tomorrow is mystery and today is a gift that is why it is call �present�.

Fri, 09 Oct 2009 10:07:06 GMT

I have no classes on fridays for the mean time. Thus, i decided to spend my afternoon browsing through House of Groomers Academy's (HOGA) forum.

Little did i know, it actually inspires me A LOT and i mean like whoah!!

Very very impress on how teacher Gan aka principal of HOGA aka my level 1 teacher started up this whole academy/association/pet grooming thing! I'm yet to get to know teacher annie in person well yet. Perhaps in level 2! All i know that she is a superb professional grooming guru who've won numerous international awards all over the globe! Her awards/certs/pictures are scattered all over the academy. Even well before we stepped into HOGA, we can already see her face from the outside of the premise. A BIG one though!

Seriously, i'm very much inspired by teacher Gan. After reading about his biodata/biography, (through HOG website) his past, (through HOGA's forum) and getting to know him in person (at HOGA itself) i have nothing more to say but salute him for his hardwork,perseverance,prevails,enthusiasm,determination and whatever you name it.

Not very much to my surprise though, i was so touched until i wept while reading about his past.( I wept while reading one of his stories posted in the forum too! titled "I kill my own dog", one of teacher's fav and most beloved dog's offspring (only 6 months old!! a golden retriever) There are a few lil similarities (or problems) i face/encountered on where i finally decided which is what i'm currently doing now. But of course, i would say i'm in a much better state (luckier) than him. Perhaps, reading that article gave me a better view on how much courage one has it takes to turned a passion into a career. I salute him, hand downs, legs down.

Getting into a industry where all doglovers gathered along is indeed a dream come true. I can foresee 8/9 months down the road in HOGA is going to be a colourful/creative/lively/adventurous/courages one. Never had i been so serious in class or put it this way, being so attentive before (except for my favourite classes during primary/secondary school perhaps? But so sorry i couldnt recall any of them now=S )

Would you read your books when your teacher asked you to after class? All that i know is i've always waiting impatiently for the time to pass in classes which made me almost doze off or show no interest in. There are times i dragged myself to classes,lectures,tutorials or maybe just the hack of meeting friends up. Mind you, it doesnt apply to all subjects okay! =p I have my favourite lecturers and subjects which i'm good at too =)

I would read my notes after every classes and even read the notes provided in advance. I would call and ransacked the whole major bookstores in malaysia just to search for that ever best -selling and demanded book, because i need it for my studies. I even thought of buying straight from the states from amazon.com but a friend of mine advice me to get it from kinokuniya instead because the shipping fees alone already costs me USD20. Failed in mission, i have no choice but to order from kinokuniya. In the mean time, all i have to do is just wait for the book. That, teacher refer it as "the bible". It is as thick as an encyclopedia, something like Harry Potter V7. LOLz

Maybe it is still too early to judge everything at this stage. But right now, i'm lovin every minute in HOGA. That is why i come up with the title as posted in my current entry.

On a related note,my seniors are all very very lucky to be able to pay just 1/4 of the total fees to get a diploma in professional canine cosmetologist. (diploma is a slighty higher qualification than what i'm pursuing now (almost similiar in syllabus) but it is much more costly, approx RM30k, my seniors are lucky aint it?!)

FYI, during mid-2009 HOGA was chosen and appointed Programme Associate Consultant with Open University Malaysia (OUM) for Pet Grooming Management course. This is the first of its kind collaboration with a university to conduct and offer Pet Grooming courses. The discounted offer is only offer to and only for graduates from HOGA. They are entitled for the offer and it only applies while registration lasts!! A presentation and an assignment, there you go, another qualification.
Paper qualifications/experience/patience are all equally important in this field. It's just the matter of how far you want to go.

Am looking forward on how far this journey will go...   choosing between what you HAVE TO and what you LIKE TO do is really a tough decision. I choose the latter....
Giving up another thing i LIKE TO do is another painful decision because opportunity doesnt come at the right time. But, i believe i have no regrets right at the moment....

Thank you for those who have supported me all along this way... this is just the beginning!

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Fate always bring me closer to the number 9. I wonder why. It's my lucky number. My first ever contest participated, The power of 9, made me won something. Being one of the 99 contestant picked among 300,000 entries, i considered myself LUCKY. When i hope for something in posting the entries to hoping for none while browsing through the winners' list....   i was happy to know that i'm one of the 99 winners! =) Although it's just a consolation prize, but i'm happy enough.

It's official! =)

Thu, 24 Sep 2009 14:10:52 GMT

I still have like 2 sweet weeks of honeymoon before everything turned into a more serious mode.

Yes, baby! It's official! Classes will commence on 5th of Oct and then here comes hell.... hahaha just kidding.

I'm doing real good for the past few weeks although i'm like absent in the blogsphere for a while. Tee Hee...

Some random thoughts i have in my mind now.....

It's funny and happy to see how my nieces and nephews grow up so fast... which means we are aging *in a way*, reminds of my childhood... (mind you, i have good LONG TERM memory )

Realise something? I dont know about you out there who's reading this now but...hey! As i grow older, im leading a more simpler,healthier life. Of course, and always wanted to try NEW things.

Still, learning new things everyday as the life cycle goes on.

I'm just so obsessed with skincare and health recently..... reading and doing some research on health and beauty products. It's just part of me doing all these because before splurging on something i believe i need to understand how the thing/products work first. This is crucial... =)

Anyhoo, just attended my cousin brother's wedding @ JB last week.

Really glad to have him in my life. He helped and support me a lot together with his elder sister. Really can't imagine it if wasn't for them during my adolescent years, how bad would it be..... treated him exactly like my biological brother since i know how to address mum and dad as "papa & mama" Hahahha.....
We're just really close cousins, all of us admit that.=)

*i'm just so bloated in this pic because of PMS. Nevertheless, i manage to stand tall throughout the night* =D

May god bless him and have a wonderful married life ahead! As for next year's CNY.... another new family member will be added to the Ng's family but less one family member too =( Sis getting married this coming Dec!

Nevertheless, 2 double angpaus next year! Heheheh

Just if you're wondering, the girl beside gor is my younger sis. Any resemblance? Hahah bet NO! But pssttt..... my future brother in law and my cousin brother look so much alike! Just like twins! everybody says so, yes! even strangers! Can you imagine that? XD

All i need is...

Wed, 02 Sep 2009 09:52:55 GMT

A constant reminder to myself, always always always and always remain that cheerful side of me =)

Focus Focus, practise practise. YOU CAN DO IT YLP!!!

Everyone deserves a chance, HE is fair, GOD is fair. Of course, i've always stick to my own motto,beliefs.

I am suffering from hair loss. Went for a hair cut during national day and that is the 2nd hairdresser who told me that. Hence, i decided to do something about it.

LOVE YOURSELF MORE and you'll start to learn how to love others more!

Back to basics! =)

Oh,SEPTEMBER, I've been longing you for so long... do you know that?

I still believe.........

Sun, 16 Aug 2009 17:53:20 GMT

I really don't like how i feel now.... the more i resists, the more it appears in my mind. I knew it.... the law of attraction theory applies.

Trying very hard to control, shifting my focus from one point to another. I'm really really, very amazed on how i behave/react, even after failing twice. This is just so not me. It's a good sign anyway =)

I can just say.... what ever will comes, it will. Just take it easy.........HE is fair to everyone and i always believe..........

Of Money and fame

Wed, 05 Aug 2009 13:51:13 GMT

Money and fame....Something humans can't get enough of.

Well, put it this way... i must say everyone must have something BIG in their mind. Whether it's your dream job, dream house, dream car or even dream family......It's very sad to know that people changed because of all "THESE". It is no doubt that with them, life can be a lot easier and i mean yes! EASIER. But, on the other hand, are all "these" really matters?

I believe one thing leads to another and everything happens for a reason. People are setting different standards for themselves as well as others.... But don't ever forget your roots, and things important in your life.

Money and fame isn't the most important thing in your life, are they?

Childrens are the most naive and pure people on earth because they don't lie, they are stress and trouble FREE!!! =D

Life, Past and present.

Sun, 12 Jul 2009 17:36:30 GMT

Just in case you thought for a while....

yes. I am still blogging. But not that frequent anymore for the time being. Leaving all the past (I might and thought of quitting blogging Hmmm....) goodbye to all emotional post... hola to a brand new happy life, full of unknowns i suppose.... =)

I am simply living a simple life now. Doing something i'm good with, something i like, and am very happy.

But it seems like i don't have a proper time to do my own stuff at times. But oh wells, this is just temporary. Nevermind about that...=)

Simple life it is. I learnt something throughout the past few weeks and still continue learning... LOVING IT!! =)

"Never loose your childish enthusiasm and things will come your way...."

someone once told me that, and still reminds me that every now and then. Am very thankful of that.

i came across this at one of my friend's MSN status today....

"money money money money makes you MONKEY!!!"

i agree, what say you?

There are things in life where you can't and will not be able to achieve or owned even you have all the money in the world.........

NOW STOP TELLING ME ALL THE CRAPS. Yes i know without it, you can hardly survive in this world, but who cares? you get what i mean? WHO bloody cares?

One step at a time....

this is it!

Loving life. Loving all my friends. Love me family. =D