I swear to god i'm gonna do/make it! 

Almost a quarter of a century that is......


all prepared for it.


5 years that is to achieve my goals. The previous ones are all, if not almost academic related.


LIfe starts at a quarter of a century ! =)



Looking forward~~~

Apparently, everyone gets it WRONG.


I guess professionals are always being professionals. Just like Drs, hairdresser, nurses, engineers bla bla bla..... who are professionals in their own respective fields.


I just need to pamper myself more.


My skin condition sucks. ewwwww......   i hate it when i hear them say you're dehydrated. Dehydrated=dry skin.  And the window of my souls..... Ughhh.  That's my problem.


No worries. I said. There's always a way....


p/s:  Can't wait to go for work! Hopefully this will be a good start. Cheers to everything!

It's weird when you looked back and reminisce at times. Hehehehe. But it's all the memories that counts =) 

Year 2010:

I had my hair trimmed/chopped off for almost 1 year or so now. From very long to medium short to nice short , super short and now back to nice short. From i-find-it-weird-to-now-i-find-it-nice. =p


who said i doesnt like the left side of my face? The picture above is the best living proof! ;-p


I was told it's better for me to have my hair long back, due to yeah, certain reasons. I'll miss my short hair. No worries, when the time is right, it'll be back again. But no regrets for whatever i did to my locks. tee hee.


1 year wiser. 1 year older. Grown up a bit. Wiser now. Understand oneself more. Decided its time to call things off. Enough is enough. Just do it. Think less, act more.


Move on and believe. Hell yeah. =)

I started blogging once again!!! Hahaha, nope, it's not going to be permanent .It's just because i'm pretty free this month - and i thank god i left that place but i thank god too, for entering that place, seriously. I've learnt and gained a lot. Thanks to the person who taught me so much about the things i love doing now.


It's funny when you hear stories and confessions of your friends at times because somehow, somewhere and someday, i don't know how and i don't know why, it got reflected to mine =)


Had this reunion dinner with my "family" at palate palette few days ago and somehow, we got into the "relationship" topic again. "Dad" shared and talked about his past relationships. Alright let me just call it the confession/thoughts in relationships.


While in the midst of the sharing session, my bestie whispered to me:" hey, are you always this quiet when you're with them?"


"uhmm.... most of the time i guess?"


and we both have this O.o look - and we know why.


There are times when you see me being hyperactive/talkative or worst still super hyperactive/talkative - the latter being a rare case i know.  But most of the time i'm the quiet and observant one.


Back to the confession/sharing session thingy i mentioned before this, it got me thinking. If YOU are reading this, trust me, i understand how you felt. For every single word you said, i felt it. So much that i laughed at myself - simply because not only i find part of the experiences similiar, but how we felt towards it . Till now, i still find it "woooOOooo".


"you looked like you can drink a lot....." she said.


"nah.... she can't drink!" he adds.


"she'll reach to this point and after that she will go KOed." they said.  


"who doesn't?" i thought. I dont even need a reason to defend myself at that point. who freaking care right?


I don't need to prove myself how good/bad i am, no?  and i understand why they said that earlier. There are only 2 instances which i will go KOed. Chien Hui knows it best, and i bet she's the one whom i always drank with. You know me best in that. hahahah!  Geeezzz and she just reminds me about our C moments. Crazyyyyyyyyyy~~~~~~~~~~~ IT IS!


If you see me drinking or i ask you out for a drink, it's gonna be a good or a bad thing! BEWARE!!! hahahaha! 



p/s: heck, sometimes you just dont need to explain and prove yourself to the world ya know?




she looked absolutely feminine :)




Mrs Chan to be :)



I used to love places like Jln sultan Ismail and Jln P. Ramlee. Now i love changkat BB. God knows why. =)

It's been so long. I know =) I almost forgot that i have this little space here in the cyberspace. It is almost 7-8 years of age if im not mistaken.


updates? Hrmmm.... i've gone through a long long way....... although its been only like a few months.


recently i've been going through changes in my life. A drastic move has been made; bearing more responsibilities and realizing the truth about people is exceptionally difficult.


What i cant handle is the heartache and to pretend being tough isnt the easiest thing to do and yet sometimes we just have to =( sometimes i just wish things were simpler in many ways.


i like being simple at times. dress simple, live simple, eat simple, do things simple, just plain simple, although there are times i really envy people who live an extraordinary life. Well, that's not an exact word to describe perhaps. haha... just more than simple alright. Ya get what i mean?



I love cooking for my family when i'm in the mood. I love to see how they enjoy the food on the table and compliment how good it is. You can never describe the feeling in words UNLESS you went through what i do. It's just.............LOVE IT! =)


Same goes to baking.... sometimes i even dreamt of being a fulltime housewife in the future. Hahaha! farneee i know because this will never happen to me. *touchwood, jinx i know* well, if you know why i would say this! tee hee hee! =p


I love the outdoors although i am a quiet person in nature. But when i speak out, it amuses or scares people around me at times. Outdoor activities is love. Travelling is a good way to learn,explore and enjoy.


Gaining  and picking up another new skills made me understand and love what i love doing all these while more. LIfe is just a long long way to go....



Perfect is to learn how to love that imperfect things/person perfectly. Still in search of "perfection".

I CAN DO IT!!!!!!


fingers crossed and god bless.



hopefully.................................................

FINALLY!!!  PRESENTATION IS OVER!!!



It's all about books and scissors, clippers, blades, handling, time management now!!!



Muah theory and practical exammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.



Really really hope ALL will turn up  well.  *fingers crossed*


p/s: am really glad that my effort and work done on the paperwork and presentation has gained positive reviews from both teachers. Its really hard to please the teachers. I swear!



I am only worried for my practical though. Anyhow, will just give my very best shot! god bless!  *fingers crossed*

29 days to gooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Yes, i know i'm being impatient here. But its been wayyyyyyyyyyyyy  tooooooooooo  longgggggggggggggggg  like for monthsssss already. 


On the other hand, it might be my weird schedule and all of the friends are now workinggggg.................and i'm N/A too.  sigh.


29 days to FREEDOM.  I'm off from books or what so ever related to studies after that.


Don't think i plan to do masters on "that". But again, never say never. i believed in jinx! hehehe.


who knows right?



It scares me when dad asked me about the progression of studies in the field i'm currently in now.    but i know this is one of his recognition in what i'm doing. Happy enough already!!!!


29 days, it's gonna be tough.  But yes, of all the hell days in uni, what is this right?  NO!   It's different. But hell yeah,  i can go through all this! woo!